Sunday, September 25, 2005:
I'VE REACHED THE HUNDRED POST! CONGRATS CONGRATS KRISSY! (:(:
waa. my collection of blog posts have grown so much.. i still rmb the time when i first got a blog on diaryland, then xanga, then diaryland, then blogger.. wahhh. long way mann.. *sniffs.* and to think i've grown so much since blogging first started... ahh. i wanna thank my mama, my papa, the computer.. hahaha.
that was so exxagerated. anyway. just came back from amath tuition like half an hour ago, just ate my super early dinner and i am wayyy full. i kept counting the no of mins till a math was over, it was SO boring. okay i think its just that i dont know anyone there cept for hannah cos we skipped last friday's lesson for longest day.. mmhmm. i think i like friday's class better. and i still have to go back next sunday. ewww. at least there's nicholas or i think i'll die of lonliness and boredom.. you know what. i think i'm brain dead. nothing seems to be going into my head, and its like a total vaccuum up there. something's really wrong with me i tell you. and o's are like, what, 5 weeks away. 5 WEEKS! thats like, super dooper close. i tell you ah. at this rate i'm going. i'll fail miserably. SIGH.
i wonder if its a good thing to not feel stressed. cos maybe god made me feel stressless. but it doesnt seem to be helping me. i work and push myself under stress. and now i dont seem to be working at all cos of the lack of it. aiyah. this is very bad. GOD. please make me feel stressed. :(
anyway. svc was kinda weird today. dont know how to describe it. i think it would have been better if i just did backup. i really didnt feel like playing leh. haiya. like. the songs were really really meaningful and i wanted to sing it out. not play it cos my concentration would be on the chords not the meaning. i dont know la. oh well.
you are the peace that guards my heart
my help in times of need
you are the hope that leads me
and brings me to my knees
for there i find you waiting
and there i find release
so with all my heart i'll worship
and unto you i sing
for you alone deserve all glory
for you alone deserve all praise
father we worship and adore you
father we long to see your face
for you alone deserve all glory
for you alone deserve all praise
father we love you
and we worship you this day -you alone
lord you are always here with me
there is no changing God in thee
you are the same yesterday
and today and forever more
here on your promises i stand
you hold my future in your hand
my solid rock
almighty God
i worship you
when troubles come i trust in you
for i know you wil lead me through
and i know you are faithful
till the end
and when the storms are drawing near
when i'm with you i dont have to fear
you're my sheperd on whom
i can depend
through the day
through the night
i know your always by my side
-lord you are always here with me
a shout of praise.
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